I just wish he would put me before himself. I wish he would understand that i don’t take our relationship for granted. I wish he would just stay regardless of the shit i give him but no…he won’t do that.. he’s to damn selfish absorbed in our problems and himself. Not me. Not this once. Not this time. Not ever… i’m hurt and it’s about me and i don’t know if i’m being too selfish here but goddamn i’m the one who’s hurting and i’m the one that you should spoil with attention.

There’s only one person that does. Always and continually never ending wholesome support and help. Just ALWAYS there to put up with any problems I have and damn it’s a shame that it’s not him.